this is different   a different kind of

love   sisterly   yet not   there is another

element   i think it is sensuality   in

an unsisterly   yet   not lustful   way   what

would that be   i wonder   a comfort 

a crush   a fondness   a longing   some of

each   in a world of tangible objects it

is the intangible that attracts   glittering   

metallic   galactic   nuclear   fetching   

bits of elusive female humanity   chaste

not chaste   safely distant   devoid of

possibility   quietly insistent   sexy in an

across-the-room kind of way   what is

this   i don't even know if it is good or bad