Current Mood: mostly alone...
Current Music: "Lemon Parade" - Tonic
NOTE: 2022 10 01 09H30 EST On the Side With People -
On the Side With People
- joining in usually causes discomfort, loss for words, shock, or pity... none of which I care to bring on...
Mingling with people
Puts me in a bad spot.
They talk of their lives,
Families, memories.
And I really can't reply
With very much of mine.
My life, family, memories are
Mainly uncomfortable to hear.
So I always need to gauge
Very carefully what I say.
I can't spontaneously share what
Comes to mind on what they say.
So I listen and I smile with them,
But I'll never be able to join in.
I know what happens when I do,
And I don't care to deal with that.
They get to feel discomfort,
But imagine mine at theirs.
It's just my life, family, and
Memories; my experiences.
If I can't talk about what I've lived,
What am I meant to do, make it up?
Fat chance that I'd ever be able to
Do that. Instead, I just keep quiet.
Diary by F.i.in.e Moods
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Written on 2022-10-01 at 16:03
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