Current Mood:  have to close the door now...

Current Music:  "Something to Remind You" - Staind

 

NOTE:  2022 10 13  20H45 EST  You - 




You

 

- never been in their heart, obviously... 

 

It was so easy for you

To abandon me for

Such spurious reasons

Which you know have

Nothing to do with

The truth of who I am

 

That you couldn't

Face the truth of you

Isn't my fault at all

That your shame

Choked you clean

Wasn't my doing

 

Yet you abandoned me,

The girl you called daughter

Another one who couldn't

Love me more than their

"Demons", another one who's

Never had me in their heart

 

That's you





Diary by F.i.in.e Moods The PoetBay support member heart!
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Written on 2022-10-14 at 03:27

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sometimes a mother's love is not what should be expected
but I feel a wound here needs to be healed if it is possible
I try not to judge my parents because they did what they could, really even if I don't have children I can make up my mind that this is the task of your life and a very difficult task indeed
2022-10-14


Alan J Ripley The PoetBay support member heart!
Hi F.i.in.e Moods
No need to feel to blue,
If someone out there doesn't love you.
Your better than them, This I know is true.
After all this person is your mum,
Some day she may realise that.
For all the harm she's done.
She could and should have loved you better than anyone.
I know deep down that you would feel this to.
Your eternal friend, Many hugs and kisses xxx
Regards Alan
2022-10-14


arquious The PoetBay support member heart!
Just put on Staind's song as I sit to read this latest post.
They blended and extended like a cloud at the bottom of the sea floor when what has sunk has struck and clouds of sand billow and scatter around ground zero. All the while memories of past abandonments rise from the haze of ill-remembered recollections.
2022-10-14