Life..love..you..

the sound of an opening door
the smile of a stranger
the pain of going in and knowing what is going to be done
the naitivity of doing it
sweaty palms,racing heart still smiling and pretending that everything is stable
knowledge of consequences
ignorance,hurt,pain, abandonment
do i face the fires of hell?
will i burn alone while you are there in heaven and happy
will i suffer again and be alone?
the smile..
that fake smile haunts my mind
the hurt..the pain..the scrapes..the pain..the emptiness in my soul..
yet you left and blamed me
yet you left and said i abandoned you
you killed me with every word
with every sound
with every touch
now as i lie here dying
crying out to be in heaven with the one i love
my heart is still tearing itself apart
with the memories of life..love..and you..





Poetry by *Ness*
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Written on 2006-06-26 at 18:36

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Arti
Intense feelings here...What do you hold hidden inside your soul, dear one?
Welcome to the bay!
2006-06-28


ChiLLie
ohhh.. beautiful, just beautiful!
gave me goosebumps, hunnY...

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2006-06-27