a bit graphic. please, do not let the title put you off


poem for a pedophile

i imagine the spilling
of spit from between cracked
lips.
he salivates at the smell of rot.
my death scent makes him hard.

lips
pressed firmly to the ear piece
gulping down my heartbeats
with each wet intake-
each wheeze.

gouge out an eye or sever a limb-
i will be saintlike.
keep my relic in a box embellished with roses,
oh holy me.

it is love,
this red
smile.
what else could it be?

love, you've hijacked my ear drums.
you are distorting sound
and turning every chorus
sour. sour.

how did he manage this...

each spider faced lie
threads its silk
through my hair.
each strand he knows by name.

his nose recalls my post bed blood smell,
his darkness has committed to it memory
and his heart will fondle it on january mornings.

down past my desert's history
and my metropolitan disposition,
let me make way through the woods.
your hands cannot find, will not touch,
cannot clutch or tear at me.

dear man,
holding each breath
hostage
beneath your thumb
is no way
to go about things.
let us be civil. let us lie.

do not
chew my sinew
suck my marrow
place my heart
in a jar.

only be kind.
be kind.

how this malice
has found its way
under my pen point-
has poisoned my verse-
eaten my voice-
and shit out my poetry.




Poetry by halfjack
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Written on 2008-08-19 at 04:03

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2008-11-18



An awesomely expressive poem!

Language: 5
Format: 4
Mood: 5
Overall: 5
2008-08-20



This is brilliant, dazzling in fact poetry dear friend! Your pen has pushed the vileness of such abuse out of you into the blind world, like a bomb exploding. These people weedle their evil way into a child heart and mind, using love and adultness as their tool, your work gives the childs points of injury, in gory and honest detail. Excellent expression, keep writing. Tai, wishing you much love in the now and every moment of the future.

Language: 5
Format: 5
Mood: 5
Overall: 5
2008-08-19


Kathy Lockhart
such profound and powerful poetry infects the reader with the abuse from the writer's heart and soul.
2008-08-19