such a mess of words..


living life

what a year it's been;
changes, good and bad.
met new people, people who have changed my life, for better and for worse.
learned so much,
so much about myself and others.
i became so unhappy at one point, what happened?
i made everything negative and i didn't care about myself as much as people cared about me.
they had faith in me, and that's what kept me alive.
i made choices
choices that i shouldn't have made
but i learned from them.

i missed being happy,
i wanted it so bad; it seemed like everyone's lives were coming together
and mine was falling apart.
what did i do wrong?
why couldn't i have the happiness i've always wanted?
and why did it go away from when i had it before?

i've learned so much about myself and life.
and i've come to the conclusion that there's no special way live it,
you've just gotta live.




Poetry by rgaunt
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Written on 2008-12-29 at 04:14

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I don't think it is a mess of words. I like what I read, I love the feeling and mood it gives. Well done in writing how you perceive things and others and your own outcomings.
2008-12-29