about my Mom..


You never cared

You see him everyday,
But still you think everything is ok.
Doesn't it remind you of the good years you had together,
When you look into his eyes?
Doesn't it make you think when you lived separte before,
Everytime you hear him speak?
Doesn't it kill you to get reminded of everyday,
That both your childern chose to not live with you?
Doesn't you feel sorry,
For breaking someone's heart?

Oh, I forgot. You have a cold heart.

Isn't your job a reminder of him?
Cause he work there too.
And every minute you spend with your new guy,
Doesn't it make you think about the moment's you spended with dad?
Doesn't any thing tuch your heart so you get sad?
Didn't you cry when you left him?
Cause he did.
I saw it with my own two eyes.
It killed me.

Oh, I forgot. You have a cold heart.

I bet he say he love you,
And when he do,
Doesn't it remind you of the times when dady used to say it too?
You think you'r so populare,
But you're really not.
You are a lady with a little cold heart.
can't you understand?

You think I suffer cause you left,
And that I try to punish you by viseting my friends.
But you'r wrong.
Dady deserve better than you.
You deserve nothing.
I never understood why he loved you.
You must have got him under your spell.
You're good with those kind of things.
I'm sure you never meant to hurt the one's you love,
But you probably did.

Oh, I forgot. You have a cold heart.

It's mean to say all these things about you,
But this is from my weiv.
And I know for a fact,
That you only did what's best for you.
You left him and I choose to guess that he tried to keep his heart.
Cause to leave it with someone like you,
Would be hars.

I've heard the story of how you to met.
And I can't understand the romantick in it.
But I guess I had to bee there.
I heard how he proposed to you,
And I guess it was a lovley day.
But I think that since you had a kid,
He just did the right thing.

He didn't know about your cold heart.

I know that he still love you,
Cause I can hear it in his voice.
He try to be strong,
Cause he comes visit you.
But I don't understand why.
He sit with you and your new guy,
That he have known for a long time.
He take a cop of coffie,
And say that he's allright.
But only I know that he's not.
He still love you,
But you just keep it on.
The cruel game you're playing.

You have a cold heart.

I get these question from my friends,
If I cried when you left,
If I want you back with dad,
And if I'm sad you left.
My anwser is no.
Why should I care?
When you probably don't.

I know I can't say it for a fact,
But I don't think that you even wanted him back.
Why didn't you get devorsed the first time?
Why did you get back together?
I'm kind of glad you chose to leave now and not then,
Cause then I had to live with you.
But then things wouldn't be like they are today.
You wouldn't live with the guy you're living with today.

What is so special with him anyway?
I can't understand what.
He's 13 years older,
And his gray hair is freaking me out.
He tells me that I can't be angry at you,
But I'm not.
It's something he can't understand.
The relationship between me and you.
But you don't know that it sucks.
You thinks it's like heaven.
But it's really not.

I'm not sorry for ever hurting you.
I don't care a shit.
Yeah, it's cold of me to say that, I know.
But it's true.
Cause I can't remember one single time that you done something for me,
And not made it about you.
All my life I never liked you.
I never though you cared.
And nothing have changed between me and you.




Poetry by kittipuusen
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Written on 2006-08-26 at 22:36

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Saga
Pain and love are hand in hand here. Just remember, hate is a expensive job.
2006-08-27


zeeshan
oh dear this poem , it has such a whole lot of pain in it , it must have taken a whole lot of effort to put in such feelings to words, god bless ya!!
2006-08-26


zeeshan
oh dear this poem , it has such a whole lot of pain in it , it must have taken a whole lot of effort to put in such feelings to words, god bless ya!!
2006-08-26


zeeshan
oh dear this poem , it has such a whole lot of poem in it , it must have taken a whole lot of pain to put in such feelings to worgs, god bless ya!!!
2006-08-26