this is NOT an actual suicide note so please dont panic


Suicide Note

To my good friend,

Something inside made me realise who I am
A pitiless child dodging merciless, morbid eyes.
My mind fractured, it was splintered and lost
Weak and fragile, brittle and broken
I was that evil; I brought dread to my life,
Riddled it in depression, starved of joy.
A walking plague of hate and malice that should be destroyed.

Something inside made me realise who I hurt
You chose to help me and I shunned you,
I accused, burned and dismantled your trust.
Threatened and pledged, promised and vowed
I ignited your painful fire and fed it hungry fuel.
Undeserved of your kind love and support,
I inflicted torture and it's time to end the spite.

Something inside made me realise how frightened I am
Fears are given to conquer not to rule over us.
I evoked my murderous nightmares of late,
Dark and deadly, sinister and haunting
Cowered in my corner my final job is complete.
I knew my death dawned price,
To loose you and leave you and seal your sadness.

Something inside makes me realise what I've done
My desperate act being righteous and joyous to my mind.
I whisper a silent, silver prayer as I watch from above,
Alone but happy, relieved but smiling
What I'd do for a last long look into your sunny eyes.
I stand, forcing tears from water painted memories,
Wondering and wishing for your forgiveness.

With ever lasting love,

Katy




Poetry by deathsdestiny
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Written on 2007-05-09 at 17:14

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Mitzi
sounds like something i would write...for real...like write it and then commite suicide.
well done!
M.
2007-05-09