first love, first heartbreak.
i miss you



HeartBreak.

LOVE.
A feeling,
As divine,
As beautiful,
As charming,
As wonderful,
As fascinating,
As mysterious,
As no other.

I LOVE YOU.
Three words,
So Magical.
Three words,
So Enchanting.
Three words,
That can change your world.
Three words,
That will change everything that was.
Three little words,
That mean everything.

What is this?
Is this normal?
My tummy drops
I have goose bumps all over
I am as excited as a little kid in her flip-flops.

What is this I feel?
I heard you say you love me,
And at that moment, it felt like
Every wound I had, would heal.
And my heartbeat got a spike,
When you said, we would be together, forever.


But what happened to forever?
Did something change along the way?
You said, you would leave me never
But you left and my skies are now gray.
I do not believe in love no more
The pieces of my heart are lying on the floor.
Even though you would never break it, you swore.

It's been a year now,
And the wound still hurts somehow.
Will I ever recover?
I hide all this pain,
Put on a happy face,
And pretend I'm undercover.

Do you even care?
Do you even remember?
Does it matter to you,
That I'm dying every day.
We were stuck together like glue,
It's hard to live without you.
Every decision is difficult to make,
Without having your word to take,
I keep thinking this is a nightmare,
Only to find myself wide awake.
And I sit here concluding that all the love you showed was fake.

I miss you, love
I miss everything about you.
I miss the way you completed my sentences,
I miss the way you always knew what I was going through.
I miss how you always knew when something was wrong even though I didn't tell you.

And though my heart you did break,
If you came back,
Your heart gladly I would take.









Poetry by aquadragon
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Written on 2013-04-30 at 19:30

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aquadragon
:O ! you don't know how happy that makes me! :D
thankoo again! :D
2013-05-02



*smiles* That's because you get the emotion through quite well!
2013-05-01


aquadragon
it's really awesome that you know exactly how i feel and understand the message in all my poems! :O xxx
2013-05-01



Yes, love can bring the greatest joy and yet the greatest pain... And it seems that, no matter how great that pain, we long for it all the more.
2013-05-01