lost heart

why am I hurting myself for emotions I never truly had
why does the fact of never having someone in my arms make me so sad
does my heart have to ache as I see another couple kiss
why am I so sad that I never had someone to love
why is it that I want this sacred bliss
I told myself that I'll wait for my angel from above
so why is it that while I'm waiting it hurts me so much
and would all of it heal by my own angel's touch
I'm waiting for the one person who'll be in my heart forever
but if I want that, then why do I want it so much now
is it because I think if I take too long I'll find my angel never
but why am I thinking that, if I don't even know how
why do I want to hurry if I want a relationship that'll last
why do I want this and waste all my waiting I done in the past
when did I become so desperate for love
I don't even remember when I started to
this emotion hurts my heart a lot more then a tug
how do I calm myself down, I don't know what to do
I want to wait for a love that'll last forever
so why do I want love now as it is saying what I want will happen never
is it because that it have already been 10 years of wait
but I've decided to continue as I don't want it all to be in vain
to stay so I can find the one on the other end of the red string of fate
and to find one, I'll continue to endure any sorrow, loneness, and pain

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the red string of fate is a japanese....belief, I dont know too much about
it but I do know enough to believe it myself
after writing this poem I now have renewed...vulger...or determintion
to wait for the one who's on that other side of the red string



Poetry by broken wings
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Written on 2007-03-03 at 05:16

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