im slowy losing myself


fading soul

I don't want to be alone ever again
with no one that has an ear that they can lend
I don't want to go back to being by myself
where I'm with only me and no one else
the time were there wasn't anyone to help when I was in need
where I was very fragile as a glass bead
the time where I hated things for reasons I didn't know why
where no one would miss me or didn't care if I would die
and would have no reasons at all to live on
sometimes I would stay up thinking of it until dawn
also thinking of a way to continue living like how I'm now
I would ask others if they would know how
but in reality I know there's no way to continue living like this
so before that I have to enjoy all I can of this bliss
all my friends have a place in my heart
but I have to enjoy it before it all falls apart
some of the closest people to me stopped being my friend
and would ignore or complain about all the messages I would send
one by one, I'm slowly losing the friends I cared about most of all
now I don't think that there's anyone to catch me if I fall



Poetry by broken wings
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Written on 2007-04-21 at 20:55

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You'd be surprised to learn that in life we need to learn how to get up after the fall. That way even if no one was there to catch us when we fell, we still have the strength to march on by picking ourselves, moving on and deciding to be strong. :)

(Much love!!!)
2008-04-15



I know how you feel. But sometimes it seems there is no one there when there really is but we lose site of that.
Great poem, I feel your pain.
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Sally
2007-04-21