The real you

There's no hope for you.
You will never achieve anything.
You are worth nothing.

It keeps on coming back to me.
Trying to pull me back
to that dark and sad hole.
The place where I thought I belonged.
She said it,
and I believed her.

No one will ever care,
You will never be one of them.
Your place is on the outside looking in.
I'm all you've got.
You will never make it on your own.

I can never escape.
The voice is always there.
Making me remember,
remember the feelings of not belonging.
That lonely feeling that dragged me further down.

Did you really believe it,
that they actually cared?
You are such a stupid fool.
No matter how hard you try,
You will always fail.
You are a fool.

No matter how hard I try,
a part of me still believes her.
Still believe that deep down,
I'm a nobody.
That someday people will find out,
and I'm all alone again.

You don't deserve better.
You are worthless.
Sooner or later,
They will figure it out.
Then you will be all alone
You are and will always be a nobody.




Poetry by Henny
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Written on 2007-05-19 at 15:51

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F.i.in.e Moods The PoetBay support member heart!
so much insecurity coming through, the fear of being dropped and left behind, not being good enough etc... very strong expression, the crushing voice i've heard like that too at one time, and it's not a comfortable spot is how i take the feelings conveyed here... emotive and descriptive text, i enjoyed your writing... thanks for sharing :f xx
2007-05-19



I recognize these thoughts and feelings, as well as the the fight to overcome them and conquer a more positive and real image of one's self...
You express it all in an excellent way!
2007-05-19