- another preoccupation... 

This is starting to feel ridiculous,

Can't figure out how to meet

People and have them around

More regularly in my life...

Don't know where to go to make

It happen or what I should be

Doing specifically to create

A context where something like

That can happen.  Trying to find

Ways to change this isolation

That's been around for ages now.

Not that I mind my solitude,

But it's in a constant state still

And I'd really like to change it.

There's still anxiety, a bit of

Phobia remaining, but it's not

Like it used to be anymore,

And it would be so nice to

Have connections with others

And have them around in life.

That's the part I'm working on,

Hoping that I'll figure it out.