I'm so fucking mad

With how things are

Turning out, how the

First half of my life

Was stolen by the

Struggles of trauma,

And how when I

Found a clearing in

All of that and could

Finally live a bit,

My body's condition

Became too painful to

Move around as I'd like.

It's only getting worse,

And I'm fucking losing it.

Emotional pain for years,

Now constant physical pain,

It just doesn't fucking stop.

Do you mind if I say my

Life just fucking sucks?

It feels so immature to me

To say something like that,

But seriously, what the fuck?

There's so much suffering

A person can handle, really,

And I think I did my fair share.

Can I get a fucking break?

Am I expecting too much?

Fucking hell.