- perspective : an unwell mind... 

Sorry, turns out I shouldn't have been left alone today,

And now I can't undo what I was again too weak to stop

I snuck out to the woods on my own, and I've been sitting

Here under the trees by the lake, doing what I do in hiding

So it's all spilling out 'cause I'm an idiot with no control

But nothing's going to prompt me to save myself from this

I'll sit here 'til the end, the sweet end will finally be mine

Don't be sad, I'm not, it's inevitability finally happening

You know I tried, no one can say that I didn't,

But that's it for me, I can't keep trying like this

They broke me too much and this

Misery of mindfucks needs to end

A mind that's in control over you is no life,

Some damages obviously can't be repaired

So I welcome this very warmly, 'cause by

Now, I'm too exhausted to fight anymore

Sorry I couldn't get myself any better

And prevent you having to deal with this

But I can't describe to you how good this feels

The sensation's like a slow slip away to black

It's all calmly ok

And it'll be over soon

Although this will result in my death,

At least the pain will finally disappear

Please try to be consoled by that fact,

You know my life is filled with it and

I just cannot withstand it anymore, it's

Driving me crazy, it needs to stop now

So I'm seeing it to the end this time

Without any attempt to save my life

It's all ok

It'll be over soon

It's exactly what I need,

Please think of me freed