is it normal

why dont i have confidence like my frineds do?
They all have had that little bit of it in thier time or still have it now.
I dont care about the speaches that people have for me such as, your still young, you just have to be paitent. I dont want to hear it. i cant be paitent anymore. why cant it be my time to have someone and be happy? I want to know what love is. is it normal for me to of not had it yet, for me to always be the one on the side lines watching as everyone esle hits the towns with thier boyfrineds or to meet a boy that will end up being thier boyfrined. when will it be my time to shine? I try to fool myself into thinking that im ok, that im happy and i dont need anyone. i try to act like im independant and all of my friends would be better of like me than tied down in love. People say that relationships are hard work, they come with a price a price of love, fun and happyness, but all with alot of heartache. But if the heartache is too much to handle then everyone wouldnt bother trying to find it they would just stay single. I want to know what love is, i want someone to show me, is it normal that i havent found it yet? whats wrong with me? why does nobody want me?



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Written on 2006-09-25 at 18:09

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keith nunes
tough times! confusion, frustration, a pain in the arse. all i can say, going by my experience, is that things change. for the better! good luck
2006-09-25