Once

I made noise,
Once.
Now I'm silent.

There was no hunt,
Back then,
But now the hounds
Howl at my heels.
And the gunshots echo
After me.

They wait
For a stumble.
A stutter
A scratch.
Any sign
Of difference.

I am the hunted.
Now the qualities
That once brought a grin,
Are now those of
Failure to conform.
Of a freak.

I had confidence,
Once.
Now I'm withdrawn.

There were no cells
Back then.
But now those,
Of the accepted
Slam the doors shut,
And each has a separate key.

One alone,
May see through the bars,
And wish to free me
From condemnation.
But there are a million locks,
And there will be no freedom
Until I'm approved by all.

I was treasured as a difference
Back then.
Now I am scorned.

There were no courtrooms
Back then.
But now they are everywhere.
And all but a few are judges.

Once the lawyers,
Would have said.
I brought a laugh
To all eyes.
Now,
That same person,
Would be condemned
With sideways glances.

I was colourful
Once.

I was accepted,
Once.

I was myself,
Once.

Now I don't know.




Poetry by Tal¿a
Read 897 times
Written on 2006-10-21 at 05:16

Tags Angst  Acceptance  Difference 

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