These are basically things that "Allan" wants to change about himself.
He wishes to find his true self
Because there're too many problems with himself.
He wishes to go back when his flaws weren't unraveled
Because he wasn't prepared to take the road less traveled.
He wishes to talk more
But he's afraid to fuck up worse than before.
He wishes to experience more out of life
But it's always too late; opportunities fly right by
He wishes to have more friends
But he doesn't even have one of them.
He wishes in his life to stop feeling regret
But he can't take loss when there's so few people in it.
He wishes to kill the people that made his life so dim
But the only one on his list would be him.
He wishes that he wasn't such a tool
But he still feels like the fat kid in school.
He wishes that he was perceived as cool
But they just think he's a f**kin fool.
He wishes that the voices behind him weren't so smart
To know that it hurts more to be stabbed through the heart.
He wishes to get out of this unlocked abyss
He's alone in this hole, feeling like s**t.
He wishes to feel the heart of anyone else
But he can't because he doesn't have one himself.
He wishes that "I'll never leave you" was never said
So that he wouldn't feel so confused and dead.
He wishes the angola gets him so high
That he doesn't feel the flood pouring out of his eyes.
He wishes to avoid this feeling- to die
Because men are strong, they're not suppose to cry.
He wishes the torment to stop and not to be sick
"It's OVER! Don't you get it? You're f**kin pathetic."
He wishes to find and murder Father Time
So that the past is the past and everything would be fine.
He wishes that these "days of our lives" will end
Because this life, he cannot comprehend.
He wishes that he wasn't able to feel anything
So he can go through life alone without a feeling.
He wishes that he can just start all over from the beginning
Because this life he's experiencing isn't even worth living.
Poetry by Barry
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Written on 2007-01-20 at 07:50
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Allan's Aspirations
He wishes to find his true self
Because there're too many problems with himself.
He wishes to go back when his flaws weren't unraveled
Because he wasn't prepared to take the road less traveled.
He wishes to talk more
But he's afraid to fuck up worse than before.
He wishes to experience more out of life
But it's always too late; opportunities fly right by
He wishes to have more friends
But he doesn't even have one of them.
He wishes in his life to stop feeling regret
But he can't take loss when there's so few people in it.
He wishes to kill the people that made his life so dim
But the only one on his list would be him.
He wishes that he wasn't such a tool
But he still feels like the fat kid in school.
He wishes that he was perceived as cool
But they just think he's a f**kin fool.
He wishes that the voices behind him weren't so smart
To know that it hurts more to be stabbed through the heart.
He wishes to get out of this unlocked abyss
He's alone in this hole, feeling like s**t.
He wishes to feel the heart of anyone else
But he can't because he doesn't have one himself.
He wishes that "I'll never leave you" was never said
So that he wouldn't feel so confused and dead.
He wishes the angola gets him so high
That he doesn't feel the flood pouring out of his eyes.
He wishes to avoid this feeling- to die
Because men are strong, they're not suppose to cry.
He wishes the torment to stop and not to be sick
"It's OVER! Don't you get it? You're f**kin pathetic."
He wishes to find and murder Father Time
So that the past is the past and everything would be fine.
He wishes that these "days of our lives" will end
Because this life, he cannot comprehend.
He wishes that he wasn't able to feel anything
So he can go through life alone without a feeling.
He wishes that he can just start all over from the beginning
Because this life he's experiencing isn't even worth living.
Poetry by Barry
Read 649 times
Written on 2007-01-20 at 07:50
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