It's a little messed up, talking about different things at the same time
I thought it made a little sense....I don't know...x


It's Now That Frightens Me

Happiness fills my mind
Joy fills my words
But underneath
My heart is all but sorrow

My words are alien to me
I can't believe what I am saying
"I'm happy, and I always will be"
You actually believe that?

I should be saying,
"I'm broken, don't bothering fixing me."
I should be crying right now
But my mind takes over my heart

Maybe thats a good thing
Thinking that I'm happy and everything is fine and dandy.
Or maybe it will soon fall to pieces
Leaving me drowning in my withering sadness.

What ever the case
I'm not upset because of him
It's not anything to do with the past
It's the now that frightens me more than ever.

Because I'm living now right, now.



Poetry by Sarah Mae~
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Written on 2009-04-02 at 02:24

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Eli The PoetBay support member heart!
And that's all we can ever do; live now right now, with all its joy and sorrow; floating in a sea of it; finding who you are and just being that, now. These words made sense.

Hoping the messed-up clears...
2009-04-02