slipping through 

the cracks in society

and failing 

at ever turn

what could my role

possibly be

when everything i touch

i ruin,

i can't possibly 

stay gold like pony boy

and the way out 

seems to be to dark

to see

looking for years 

with no change in pace

failing at every turn

is no way to win this

race, 

afraid that time has 

won, 

everyone was right

i will never be anything

but a looser, failure

a disease in society

just another statistic 

on the sheet, another

number in the 

cause.

lost the will to fight

all is lost, 

the war is over, 

and no inner peace

did not win this 

one.

darkness has lurked 

in the shawdows many 

years, just 

waiting for its turn, 

well time is now

hanging up the white 

towel, giving up is not 

the solution

reveling in this;

this moment 

of temporary insanity, 

thats what 

is right, a change in

personality, 

down to roots

i cant loose now

im switching 

to the winning 

side; 

welcome the the darkside

welcome to 

the rollercoaster

for the broken

and defeated

my time to shine

welcome to the 

dark side; 

now its my time

so you listen up

i quit;

i quit this family

and all the bullshit

and crow i 

have ate through 

my teeth. 

i quit the lies

and denial and

betrayal inlaid

deep into this

foundation. 

i have washed my hands

i've been drained 

and there

for have nothing left

to care about

including all 

of you spitting 

rumors and lies

behind my back 

through your yellow

infected smiles.