"Suicide is the ultimate rebellion"

- Dan Túrell


Suicide letter

have lived for many seasons
no lies
I have no reasons
no ties
- no delusions
to explain what will be done
no solutions
I must tear apart the sun
I find you exquisitely despicable

The one true beauty in life
would be the moonlight Reflected
In the silver blade. With my finger I trace the edge of the knife
I am left alone - rejected
wear a mantle of hate
I have no beliefs
now I decide to seize my fate
I'm just like all the other thieves
neither fear nor desire
to merit my demise
no one whom I admire
Sick with the poison of their lies

I'm like the shards inside your mind
I live like everyone of you
I am elusive, hard to find
Believing that their lies are true

Now I lay myself to sleep
do not cry and do not weep
pray that death will soon me Take
I'd say that I have earned my keep

The wine has lost its taste
I know it's time for me to die
life is such a lovely waste
this life taught me how to lie
unlike everybody else - I seize control of my fate
It's not a thing done out of hate






Poetry by Lalando
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Written on 2006-04-11 at 15:05

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to me, suicide is The most selfish thing a person can do. to leave others in such hurt, and such loss (whether anyone might realize there are those who will care that much, changes it not)... to deny every good thing you could ever do with your life, to set an example to anyone that might look up to you (the kid on the corner or the guy you see each day on the bus or that lady in the subway store...), to tell whoever it is that thinks of you, life isn't worth living. it's a selfish move.

that said, on to the rest... i think you sum up well what could be going on in the mind of someone committing suicide. you get "behind" the idea, really make your intentions, thoughts and feelings attached to it, solid. good writing here...
2006-04-12