Asheron

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never thought I would do this but okay.

agust 13, 2006 2:45 am

Written 2006-08-13

You know, I sit sometimes and I think about some really stupid things. Like for exampile the poem I just wrote. I wrote that one after reading a poem written by my Kitty, and well I started to think. She told me about Robbie befor, so I knew of him. She even told me that she said I love you to him, that made me said. I don't like to think of what things would be like without her. But what if Robbie had not done what he did? Would she be with him, or would she still be with me? Would I have made that much of a diffrence in her life when I moved to this small town and met her? Or would it have already been perfect? So many times she has told me about her past, about other guys she has been with, and how they all either left her for another girl or they just flat out cheeted on her. She left me once because she had to move and was affraied I would be the same. I could never do that to her. It would kill me inside to even think like that. Not matter how much I tried to tell her that, though, she left me anyway, and we staied friends, but everytime I would talk to her or go and see her, I would leave with tears in my eyes, because I missed her. I missed telling her that I love her, I walked out of her house everyday and I was able to kiss her but after that I had to walk out without even simple hug. I felt empty inside when I would go see her and I had to force myself from reaching over to take her hand and kiss her fingers and tell her it would be okay that her Mouse was there for her no matter what. But things got better and we got back together. Now I'm soon to ship off to boot camp and everyone is telling me that her and I will not last. I have faith in her though, but still I wonder about Robbie and Mat, and maybe a few others. I don't know if anyone will read this, I don't even know if anyone can read this but hey I posted it on the net with at least a small hope that it would be read by someone. if anyone reads this just to let you know, I m the fiance of the poet on this site under the name Kitty. I'm her Mouse.

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