Why i did not write

From one birthday to another
I did not write
i lived
i sat with my pain
i let the doubts rise
in me
and be doused by you.

i am so calm today
for i know
what rises in me
is sourced from you
An offering from you
it is, which i have accepted

I was never alone in it
you see
for you did the tilling well
in an already well prepared soil
and well irrigated land.

and i know i dream these
strands of thoughts
to fill the reams of the
interlying space
not an interstellar
but still a valent one
with electrons of the
atoms of my body
always rushing to
orbit in yours.

You see,
its a happy state of affairs
if not not between us
but most definitely
inside me
exactly how
you had willed it to be

I dont know for how long
i must have been under your watch
but you have indeed taken
immense care of me
keeping me safely
and close under your watchful eyes
and that benevolent smile
which charms me less
but irritates me more
for i want to see you laugh
and not merely amused

But still i d take it
for its your twinkling shining eyes
which tell me more than anything could
and that solid stately posture
in open space
and that unreadable face format
than the one i get to see
in a rush in the corridor
with bent head
where its a quick chat
mostly with others.

Now from an poem
its become a ballad
or an ode to you,
which i had no intentions to write
but simply dont wish to let
you leave yet
from my side.

My Covalent bond





Poetry by Sona The PoetBay support member heart!
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Written on 2025-04-29 at 21:34

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