I can only imagine
The look you'd have
On your face if you
Saw the shape I'm in.

So I'm feeling relieved
You're not here to see.
Aside the worry, there'd
Be the care you'd give.

Considering the situation,
I'd rather you conserved
Your emotional resources
For more deserving others.

You have to remember, I
Did this all on my own,
Knowing full well where
It'd lead, did it anyway.

I'm an absolute idiot, and
I'd rather not affect you.
I'm really not worth all
The affection you give me.