this is for shane smith. this is the last goodbye
Why can't you be more like the old you
If only you could see your worth more then you think you are
Instead you have been turned into someone that isn't you
You have become a shadow of yourself
I have always lived in you shadow
You are everything to me
But you are no longer apart of me
I feel I have lost you to the other side
You have become a dark image
Between good and evil
It's like you are playing both sides and loving it
You are like a drug dealer that doesn't do drugs
Or a nerd without a computer
I can not let you go but I don't want to hold on to you
You are bringing me into a world I don't want to be in
You lure me to you, I don't know how
Please stop calling me into you mind
You have turned me into someone I didn't want to be
I have become an emotion junkie
I am addicted to you loving me
Or me loving you
As long as it's you
I can't stand not being near you
I cannot live with out my next fix
Even though I haven't had one for 2 years
I can still taste you in my mouth
I can smell your scent
Whenever I see a man I see you, but it's my imagination
You are an infatuation that I can't have enough of
Without you I think I am going to turn in a wreak
You have drowned me in a river of love, then turned my world dry
I gave you my mind body and soul and you turned them into your personal gaming balls
Bouncing me from here to there
Knowing that I would do anything to be with you
Yet you only gave me a taste of yourself
You keep the best for someone else
You still took the best of me
Screwed it up in a ball of wasted paper then thru me our of the window of your cold, dark heart
You think that you are a god
But you are really a little boy
A little boy longing for his mother to be there
She was never there was she?
That's why you are the way you are
You have no feelings
You have no love
And you are looking for a girl like you mother
Even though you hate her you need her approval
She is your puppeteer and you her puppet
Every move you make and thought you have is generated by her
It all comes from her
She is the one that needs to let you come into yourself
You need to cut the strings
Take control
Make a life without her
Let her know you are a man that needs a life of his own
Don't let her push you around
Grow into your balls
Make a name for yourself
Find a mate, life partner for you
One that you don't know yet
Someone who is nothing like anyone you have ever met before
Don't think of others, just you
Don't become an asshole
I love you but this is my way of letting go
Not to come back in a year doing this again
I've had enough of waiting for you to call
For you to write or even turn up at my door
I am a women that has to live her life
I need to find the right man for me
One who isn't afraid to love me and let me love him!
Someone who has the emotion I need him to show me
Turn me into the love he can't live without
Like you did to me
But this time I will not let him go
He will be with me from now until forever
He will take me into his arms and hold me tight
Shielding me from the horrible world
Making me feel safe
Never hurting me or being untrue
This time its good bye
I am turning away and not looking back
It is time for me to be happy without guilt
But there is one more thing that has to be said
I will love you in my heart forever
You will be the only one who knows the real me
This is why I am turning into someone else to cover my past and start a new.
Thank you for being there in that time of my life
I know that you were there for a reason and I thank you again for that
I don't fear moving on instead I am embracing it.
Follow your heart!
Poetry by skye saddington
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Written on 2006-11-20 at 11:50
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A Parting Letter to a lost love
Be perfect, you long to be perfectWhy can't you be more like the old you
If only you could see your worth more then you think you are
Instead you have been turned into someone that isn't you
You have become a shadow of yourself
I have always lived in you shadow
You are everything to me
But you are no longer apart of me
I feel I have lost you to the other side
You have become a dark image
Between good and evil
It's like you are playing both sides and loving it
You are like a drug dealer that doesn't do drugs
Or a nerd without a computer
I can not let you go but I don't want to hold on to you
You are bringing me into a world I don't want to be in
You lure me to you, I don't know how
Please stop calling me into you mind
You have turned me into someone I didn't want to be
I have become an emotion junkie
I am addicted to you loving me
Or me loving you
As long as it's you
I can't stand not being near you
I cannot live with out my next fix
Even though I haven't had one for 2 years
I can still taste you in my mouth
I can smell your scent
Whenever I see a man I see you, but it's my imagination
You are an infatuation that I can't have enough of
Without you I think I am going to turn in a wreak
You have drowned me in a river of love, then turned my world dry
I gave you my mind body and soul and you turned them into your personal gaming balls
Bouncing me from here to there
Knowing that I would do anything to be with you
Yet you only gave me a taste of yourself
You keep the best for someone else
You still took the best of me
Screwed it up in a ball of wasted paper then thru me our of the window of your cold, dark heart
You think that you are a god
But you are really a little boy
A little boy longing for his mother to be there
She was never there was she?
That's why you are the way you are
You have no feelings
You have no love
And you are looking for a girl like you mother
Even though you hate her you need her approval
She is your puppeteer and you her puppet
Every move you make and thought you have is generated by her
It all comes from her
She is the one that needs to let you come into yourself
You need to cut the strings
Take control
Make a life without her
Let her know you are a man that needs a life of his own
Don't let her push you around
Grow into your balls
Make a name for yourself
Find a mate, life partner for you
One that you don't know yet
Someone who is nothing like anyone you have ever met before
Don't think of others, just you
Don't become an asshole
I love you but this is my way of letting go
Not to come back in a year doing this again
I've had enough of waiting for you to call
For you to write or even turn up at my door
I am a women that has to live her life
I need to find the right man for me
One who isn't afraid to love me and let me love him!
Someone who has the emotion I need him to show me
Turn me into the love he can't live without
Like you did to me
But this time I will not let him go
He will be with me from now until forever
He will take me into his arms and hold me tight
Shielding me from the horrible world
Making me feel safe
Never hurting me or being untrue
This time its good bye
I am turning away and not looking back
It is time for me to be happy without guilt
But there is one more thing that has to be said
I will love you in my heart forever
You will be the only one who knows the real me
This is why I am turning into someone else to cover my past and start a new.
Thank you for being there in that time of my life
I know that you were there for a reason and I thank you again for that
I don't fear moving on instead I am embracing it.
Follow your heart!
Poetry by skye saddington
Read 654 times
Written on 2006-11-20 at 11:50
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