I wrote this just after a 2 1/2 year relationship had ended in May 2003. Thankfully it doesn't describe my feelings today.


Still here

God, it's terrible.
Feeling his arms around me constantly.
Choking me.
It makes me sick.
I can't breathe.
Tears start rolling down my cheeks.
Why won't he let go?

His voice calling out:
"I love you, I love you"
"So do I," I answer.
But it hurts to say it.
It makes me sick
and I can't breathe again.

His fingers touching me.
Caressing my skin.
Loving me.
No! No! I don't want it!
It hurts, it's too much
STOP!

Memories of him.
Holding me, loving me
and stroking his fingers across my skin.
God, it's terrible.
I'll never see him again,
but yet...
he's still here.




Poetry by missjones
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Written on 2006-11-22 at 14:27

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