Why Me?

a not so secret secret
is haunting both of us
yeah
you know what it is

so don't blame me if you find me
lying in a bool of blood
shouldn't have left the gun there daddy
pretty stupid given the circumstances

it's a never ending cycle
as we walk through the rain
and i don't understand
so tell me
please tell me....
why

you stand, hovered
constantly watching my every move
do you never leave?
you stole my identity
destroyed my trust
and shadowed my existence....
and still
you refuse to tell me
what i ever did
wrong

i'm not who everyone thinks i am
the happy kid
who fixes everyone elses problems
and has none of her own

tell them daddy
how fucked up this all is
you know best

everyone hides behind something
are you hiding behimd me?
i'm your daughter
I am supposed to hide behind YOU
do you not see
what you are doing to me?

i am always hoping someone sees
hoping
to be rescued
but no one ever does
and you know that
know you can get away with it all
and no one will ever
suspect
anything....

kinda ironic
that i'ma be the one to die
when really
you are the one
who deserves it




Poetry by Meghan
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Written on 2005-06-23 at 19:44

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chasingtheday The PoetBay support member heart!
very dark and sad - we look up to our parents when young and when we feel they have failed us it is a bitter blow.
2005-06-24