Fickle

You called me fickle coz am uncertain about you,
and why not? After all weren't you the same way?
back then when all i saw was you and all i wanted,
back then when you hurt me with your uncertainty,
back then when i had to let you go find your way.
Now you're back.
Trying to regain the same place in my heart
and calling me fickle coz am resistant.
to forget is not that easy, despite my feelings
and every so often i catch myself pondering
if your uncertainty will arise again
and is it not prudent to just shut you off again?
Such thoughts linger, despite my feelings
Despite my actions, despite my joy, peace
When we're together.

You say am fickle because i care for you
yet fight being yours at the same time.
For you it seems obvious, as it did to me then

I will be fickle for as long as i need to be
when i forget or move on...you will not think it fickle.




Poetry by Kat
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Written on 2008-09-29 at 10:09

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