i think uve forgotten about me :-/


passport to paradise

One day the sun drifted away
and you stood speechless, you had nothing to say
all the world caved in suddenly in the sparkles on your face
joy has long now departed me with a rapid pace.

And everytime I grab a pencil and draw the world as I want it
they come,with black horses and red eyes,and tear it apart
and everytime I write a lovesong and I perform it
they shut my mouth and stab my heart.

I need a passport to paradise where I can be on my own
and you do not have to carry burdens on your back
I need a passport to paradise where I am a complete unknown
I do not have to report my actions or serve any task.

One day my love that used to flower, collapsed in a state of depression
and me, I could not speak a thing, for my mouth was way too dry
I lost my world, I missed my universe,better than any possession
The black crows of my sorrows flied across the sky.

And everytime I try to wake up with an enhanced point of view
they come and knock on my door and try to prove me wrong.
And everytime I try to knock my bad habits and try to look cool
I cannot pretend;You cannot understand;There has been pain all along.

I need a passport to paradise where birds sweetly sing
and my fingers do not make the same sound when they caress your hair.
I need a passport to paradise where time is of no meaning
And angels never speak words like sorrow,sadness,despair.

And everytime I try to call you your phone is dead
and I know I have failed to love you one more time.
And everytime I lay myself on my bed
I know you loved me, but I never really tried.




Poetry by Eva
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Written on 2009-06-03 at 15:04

Tags Pain  Sad  Love 

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