wrote this when i was realy depressed and felt nobody understood me. it helped writing this [:


dressed in midnight.

dressed in midnight in a confusion sea,
i try to be happy, it's impossible to me.
and im not attention-seeking, there's a reason for self-harm,
to keep my head. be relaxed. be calm.
and i know im too different, that i dont belong here
but im enveloped in sorrow. in madness. in fear.
you dont understand it. well, neither do i,
running around beneath the colourless sky.
screaming to music, and crying to the moon.
i really hope i'm happy soon.

i sit and watch the world. there's no sound.
i want to be a part of this merry-go-round.
i keep to myself, nobody indentifies,
the girl dressed in midnight, beneath the colourless sky.
im the one no one cares about,
stuck in paranoia. in sorrow. in dought.
im the useless lump, the pointless mound.
the girl stuck underneath our merry-go-round.
and everyone says that happiness is the key,
but not for the girl dressed in midnight, in a confusion sea.



Poetry by Rachel :)
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Written on 2009-07-31 at 16:06

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Phyllis J. Rhodes
expressions that put the reader almost inside your head and certainly inside your heart. Effective in relating your lament. An excellent piece.
2009-07-31