it all happens for a reason

if they hadnt split up,
if she didnt have that affair,
where would i be now?
a spoilt brat,
having everything i've ever wanted?

if he hadnt have taken her to court?
would i still have a dad?
where would i be now?
a chav,
piercings everywhere,tattoo's?

if he hadnt have won custody?
would i still know him?
where would i be now?
a goth,
black hair,nails,clothes?

if he hadnt started speaking to her,
would i still have a mum?
where would i be now?
private school,
perfectly behaved,no makeup?

if years didnt pass without much utterd?
would i be angry?
where would i be now?
uncontrolable,
vandalising everything?

if he hadnt have done what he did?
would i still be angry with him?
where would i be now?
calm,
let him take control?

if she hadnt have forgiven him?
would i have forgiven him?
where would i be now?
as hurt,
as i am now?

i suppose its just that 'if?' word again.





Poetry by UnforgivenAngel
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Written on 2006-05-25 at 17:59

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