Poems of Place

 

 

The House that was Abandoned

 

The widow died, then the house began to die. 

Her children, six of them, did nothing. 

Cut flowers dried in their vase. Dresses hung limp 

On hangers. Water in her bedside glass evaporated

Leaving a stain of lime. The clock had stopped. 

 

The framework, in need of repair before her death, 

Sagged. The porch collapsed. The red brick 

Chimney fell in upon itself. The screen door 

Hung askew. The clapboards peeled. The ring 

Of bales, set to save the pipes from frost, rotted— 

 

All the not-so-subtle signs of a neglected country home, 

All too common. The house looked empty and so 

Was vandalized. Outside, lilacs and peonies went native. 

Fences went slack. Multiflora rose and crabgrass won. 

Mail overfilled her box until the carrier sealed it 

 

With a label: "mail undeliverable to this address.” 

For a time mice treated themselves to whatever bits 

They could find on shelves, in the pantry, from

The crumbs of her last meal, but soon gave up,

Moving back to pasture, field, and meadow.

  

Even the scores of mud-daubers' nests, built

On her peeling, flower-papered walls, were empty.

It was barren, it was nothing—a house, but not a home.

I watched its decline, and do so still, for it

Will not lay down. There seemed so little dignity left to her— 

 

Snow upon her bed—I took it upon myself to uproot

The listing mailbox. The place, now so long abandoned,

Has reached an ugly stasis, becoming, in my life, 

An unneighborly insinuation of gloom. It is hard 

Not to see shadows, and I think of flames.

 

 

 

 

The Suicide Wind of South Dakota

 

The old man sits outside the gas station, killing time, 

Waiting for people like me to stop, to begin a conversation. 

We talk about the wind which is blowing straight and hard. 

“It drives men crazy, ” he tells me, “drives them to suicide.” 

I drive west. This land is arid, it is worn and rough and raw. 

The wind is unchecked, it has an edge, it is relentless. 

 

The stark words of the old man begin their work on me. 

The white painted farm houses and out-buildings I pass 

Are scattered and appear thin-walled; each farm an outpost 

Lost in proportion to the vastness that lies between. 

This is lonely country, it invites thoughts of lives so fragile 

That wind might bring them down. I doubt the truth of it. 

 

There is more to it, there always is. This is not easy land, 

I can see that. A vast sky meets a vast horizon, leaving 

A thin line to eke out an existence. The trials of such land 

Seem obvious. Time and distance must be measured 

By a different standard. Lives may be in torment, interior 

Dramas played out. But to blame the wind, it is too grand. 

 

These are farmers and ranchers. These are women that 

Work in courthouses, that birth and bake, that balance 

The books. These are children that ride yellow buses, 

That sneak cigarettes, that watch their teams play football 

Come Friday night and vie for State. The old man is wrong. 

If there is madness here, there is madness everywhere. 

 

One old man’s words are suspect. He has a grudge. 

His crops failed. His wife left him. Life passed him by

While he pumped gas. I hear a shot. I slow and see a man

Beside his barn fall to the ground, a shotgun fallen

From his hands, the back of his head gone, a patch 

Of red splattered against faded, whitewashed boards. 

 

Lives may be in torment and the hardships real— 

To blame the wind, no. Perhaps the wind is an excuse 

Invented to avoid saying that which is better left unsaid, 

An explanation which rolls off the tongue and sets easy. 

I see only white painted farm houses and out-buildings. 

I am a young man driving west. I doubt the truth of it.

 

 

 

 

The Economics of Farming

 

Imagine a vast, bleak hillside which you see 

While driving north along interstate fifty-five.

Place the hillside to the west, in central Illinois,

To keep your vision near to mine, north of Sangamon,

Where hills are rare and out of character. 

 

The time is early spring, the hillside stubbly

With remnants of last fall's corn crop, each row

Perpendicular to the highway; each row,

As you drive by, flashes a perfect line pointing

To the crest of the hill, ready for plow and seed.

 

A farmer's field, and he has not left a single tree. 

All there is to see, nearly, are rows of dirt and sky. 

But at the rise, some way off, a square of green. 

It is passing quickly, but you see that it is a grove, 

In fact, a cemetery: evergreens and deciduous trees 

 

Left for shade, and ragged rows of markers, 

And that the farmer has plowed as near as he dared, 

Up to and along each side, and then again beyond, 

Utilizing every tillable inch, leaving the dead what, 

By custom, has been allowed to them, and nothing more.

 

 

 

 

Tucumcari on a cold clear day is beautiful

 

Tucumcari on a cold clear day is beautiful, 

Especially the strip-road between I-40 and downtown, 

A gallery of unfiltered color seen in elemental bits: 

The white painted cinder blocks of the S n-Air Apts, 

The glinting beer bottles, broken, and strewing the lot 

Across from the Allsup's, the vistas caught between 

The tumble-down houses and trailers, the houses themselves. 

 

It is soft and gentle, a sterile collage, each piece of the picture 

A determined effort, a remembrance of want or need; 

No regret, no attempt to conceal past mistakes, moving on. 

The cars exiting the highway, using local services, 

Spending a few minutes, a few dollars, add to the scheme, 

Not only more flash, but movement—the pinyon pines 

And buff grass offering no evidence of wind. 

 

Each tossed wrapper and cup, each barren yard, 

Each tasteless fast-food joint separated by a fine air, 

Free of corrosives; each an icon, to remain as it is, 

Preserved by this amazing New Mexican winter. 

There is simply a wealth of raw material at hand to admire; 

Every frame a splendid composition of hue and form, 

Taken as a whole—a gift of vividness on the eastern slope.

 

 

 

 

 

 





Poetry by jim The PoetBay support member heart!
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Written on 2019-01-27 at 16:29

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Lawrence Beck The PoetBay support member heart!
Nice pieces, well observed and well written. I disagree with you about the wind. When it howls all night and day, as it has here in Nebraska, it truly is maddening.
2019-01-28