Current Mood: alright
Current Music: "Quutamo" - Apocalyptica
NOTE: 2020 07 18 02H25 EST Finally -
In all reality, I couldn't begin
To pinpoint what made it
Happen, or when. It seems
Like the result materialized
On its own, and I've only
Recently caught up with it.
What was once impossible
To even imagine, is here.
It's now. I've made it out
Of the abyss where I was
Chucked in too early. I even
Conquered the insidious lures.
I was killed; I bled; by others'
Hands, and my very own, too.
I poisoned myself for years,
Day in and day out - the goal
Was to make it stop, somehow.
My destruction only soared...
And one day, I realized it was over.
But don't ask how it came to be.
I really don't know, as I'm trying to
Process every bit. And as I move
Further away from all I knew about
Existing, feel I'm finding my footing.
Diary by F.i.in.e Moods
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Written on 2020-07-18 at 08:53
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