I found this very hard to write.
Hope this isn't to upsetting for people to read.
Although I wasn't diagnosed at the time of writing this.
I truly believe my mixed dementia started sixteen years earlier.



THEY STILL SHOOT HORSES DON'T THEY

Days move on rapidly,
leaving thoughts behind.
Like holding water in your hands,
Leaking from ones mind.

Memories fall away,
With the ticking of the clock.
Another second passes by,
As one more year is lost.

Alzheimer's is a terrible thing,
To most its as though their cursed.
Waking in the morning,
Stranger by your side,
That would be the worst.

To travel though your mind,
With sails against the wind.
To look into the mirror;
Who is that face within?

I never want to
Forget the life we shared.
To do just that,
You may think I never cared.

To lose that time forever,
To be broken in that way.
Like a fallen animal,
Don't put me out to pasture,
They still shoot horses,
Don't they.




Poetry by Alan J Ripley The PoetBay support member heart!
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Written on 2026-08-21 at 15:22

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Sameen The PoetBay support member heart!
The deepest fear here isn't death. It's being forgotten by your own mind, and worse, being remembered as someone who stopped caring.
2026-08-25


Jamsbo Rockda The PoetBay support member heart!
Thank you for sharing Alan. It must be a terrible struggle. I do not know if you are religious but may the good lord keep you strong and help you with your problems. Oh, and it is a very fine piece of writing.
2026-08-22


Albert Vynckier The PoetBay support member heart!
now, I understand, it is the title of a movie from a novel written by mc coy
2026-08-22


Melinda K Zarate The PoetBay support member heart!
So glad your words keep flowing and you keep sharing.
~ Melinda
2026-08-21


Sona The PoetBay support member heart!
Thanks, Alan for sharing always.
2026-08-21


Griffonner The PoetBay support member heart!
How you manage to write these heartfelt poems, Alan, is really, really inspiring. Carry on the good work my dear friend. Blessings, Allen P.S. The editorial full-stop was me. Sorry.
2026-08-21


one trick pony The PoetBay support member heart!
I agree with Ken, this is powerful, poignant and moving.
2021-08-26


ken d williams The PoetBay support member heart!
A very good & very powerful work, Alan.
Ken D
2021-08-26