It's Break You Beneath Me Easy(when all you need do is worship Hell on Earth)
I couldn't offer you any false hopenor more than I can receive
I couldn't read what ease is in your believe
you haven't lived my experience,
you see?
I know I am alone, I know I am manipulated to feel beholden,
responsible, and that to begin again; to agree with you
about my worthless existence
is your 17 year ago determined destiny already..
oh, if you only could understand
to undermine
a life that was mine
killed what is no longer sustained in feeling; in lies
my eyes cry and you laugh to see me
believe me as woe
you offer no love, no choice, no room to grow and
belittle us both to tell me I am not worth love, yours
or heavens, that you have arranged tragedies, not sins
but to begin again?
Love must enter; and the oh, so sad and subtle punches
taken as though
a fool still you know me to be?
It's 17 to 18 and my truth, my reality not a lie, not a bravery
nor a sweet breath drawn,
an innocence in the wonder of the breathing tree I was told as to be wrong
look for the worst, i'm me, it's always been
a realization that it was my to beg of, and to you
another loss, another toss of screaming what once was musically solace
what is the reason i should stay?
more of the warnings or what is only love's to say?
i do not keep me
you could not
if love had not ever
seen me, heard me,
angered you,
and embittered them, too
Poetry by Rielle Vobi
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Written on 2023-12-30 at 18:06
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