The poem describes going back to a time before loss.
Where everything feels normal and loved ones are still there.
But waking up brings the truth that they are gone.



The Dream I Always Dreamed

I always dreamed of this moment—
to hold it,
to return,
to reach for what once was.

A broken vase—
yet once, it stood elegant.

A withered flower—
yet once, it bloomed.

So I chose to go back—
to begin again,
to step into the dream
I never stopped dreaming.

And there—
he is.

Not a memory,
but a presence—
untouched by time,
holding a life that never withered.

Alive.
Warm.
Breathing.

And I—
when scars were still a distant story.

“Dad!” I shout,
my voice rushing toward him—

But he is gone.
Again.

A mirage,
after all.

A tear hesitates,
as if falling would mean
accepting the truth.

My breath breaks—
ragged, panicked.

And once again,
I wake.

Not a child,
but the person I’ve become.

I grew up.
My past didn’t.

Once again—
just a dream
I always dreamed.

The flowers are withered.
The vase is broken.
The scars remain.
And he… is no more.


But the memories—
they linger…
and every time I wake,
I lose him
all over again.







Poetry by Elakkiya Chandran M
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Written on 2026-05-21 at 07:28

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Sameen The PoetBay support member heart!
I love how the sparse lines combat with the expansiveness of the story being told.
2026-05-21


Griffonner The PoetBay support member heart!
I enjoyed the read. I admired the writing. I thought the story so vividly described the emotions. I empathised because your words echoed something that is also inside me. Some poems make you aware of poetry's power, this is one of them. Blessings, Allen
2026-05-21