Not Knowing what could have been.....
I smile at you ,we tell each other jokes, we said our hellos and goodbyes we got close to the point that we thought that we were really in love so we spent plenty of time with each other, things seemed so beautiful........But you opened my eyes to the hate that was hiding beyond those fiery eyes when you out your hands on me . But that time i blamed my self i should have listen i should have followed orders and kept you happy. By keeping you happy my rewards of that was scares and bruises that will stick till i leave this hurtful world. Suicide seem like heaven now thinking that i don't have a way out of this maze that i am walking through, i am trap i need help to find my way out. People look at me and say what a poor girl she should have know better i wish i could help her but then they just turn there back and act like nothing has happen being beat-in i don't feel the pain as the pain seem to just numb away as i get blows to the head my world seem to fade out to this pitch black era just laying there lifeless thinking i should have left sooner tell my self you stupid gurl you should have known this would happen .Its to late now ...... As she lay 6th under her tomb stone she wonders what could have been if she left sooner.
RIP to all the women who lost ther lifes to Domestice abuse....
Poetry by MsFuture
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Written on 2006-08-10 at 07:19
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