This is just how ive been feeling lately.........
when all you want to do is scream and shout.
When all around you falls to pieces each day
when nothing matters whatever you try to say.
When the tears flow but never seem to stop
when you're at the bottom and not at the top.
When nothing you do ever seems to go right
when you are scared you won't see the light.
So many times I have given people advice
try to be patient and happy and remain nice.
So many times have I cried but who hears
the pain and hurt inside from over the years.
No more words to write no tears left to cry
maybe its time I packed up saying good bye.
For on others I never want to inflict myself
of my life and love and sometimes my health.
Seek professional help maybe the way to go
stop sharing my feelings and never to show.
The real me behind the mask of smiles I wear
for then no one feels obligated to give a care.
One day you came and I was the one there
I didnt judge or try against others to compare.
I gave my thoughts now I wonder why I did
when I have to hide my feelings under a lid.
A child is upset and her mum is no use at all
no longer feeling strong or able to stand tall.
How can this child grow to be any different
how can I pain and hurt from her prevent.
Feeling sorry for ones self is just part of life
taking all thats given the hurt and the strife.
How to change things I really do not know
now I think its time that I really should go.
So when in the darkness and the seeking light
remember you are the only one who can fight.
In you're own corner you stand all alone again
scared and hating yourself feeling so much pain.
©Chris 13 April 2007
Poetry by Poetic-Rose
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Written on 2007-04-18 at 08:38
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When you cannot cope and need a way outwhen all you want to do is scream and shout.
When all around you falls to pieces each day
when nothing matters whatever you try to say.
When the tears flow but never seem to stop
when you're at the bottom and not at the top.
When nothing you do ever seems to go right
when you are scared you won't see the light.
So many times I have given people advice
try to be patient and happy and remain nice.
So many times have I cried but who hears
the pain and hurt inside from over the years.
No more words to write no tears left to cry
maybe its time I packed up saying good bye.
For on others I never want to inflict myself
of my life and love and sometimes my health.
Seek professional help maybe the way to go
stop sharing my feelings and never to show.
The real me behind the mask of smiles I wear
for then no one feels obligated to give a care.
One day you came and I was the one there
I didnt judge or try against others to compare.
I gave my thoughts now I wonder why I did
when I have to hide my feelings under a lid.
A child is upset and her mum is no use at all
no longer feeling strong or able to stand tall.
How can this child grow to be any different
how can I pain and hurt from her prevent.
Feeling sorry for ones self is just part of life
taking all thats given the hurt and the strife.
How to change things I really do not know
now I think its time that I really should go.
So when in the darkness and the seeking light
remember you are the only one who can fight.
In you're own corner you stand all alone again
scared and hating yourself feeling so much pain.
©Chris 13 April 2007
Poetry by Poetic-Rose
Read 519 times
Written on 2007-04-18 at 08:38
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