Just a phase we were going through.


Suffocation

A tombstone weighs heavy
It feels like I am dead.
The pain in my chest so real,
The hurt in my heart so painful:
I cant breathe babe,
I know I say it but it's so real
I CAN'T BREATHE!
It feel like something has clogged
The very path of life I used to know.
It seems like the mistakes have overwhelmed us,
Our love in suffocation
To a point I am not sure of what you want,
Why you cannot let me in.
I am not sure whether to pick up the pieces....
Assume that this will be all over
That tommorrow I will smile again at the thought of you.
Dont do this to me babe
Dont make me cry
Dont make me feel suffocated
Dont let me feel this pain.
I try to swallow my pride,
But it hurts ten times worse
When I swallow mine to make things work,
Then you say nothing, you dont call, you dont text.
You let me spend a whole night,
The burden weighing heavily on my heart.
I have been longing to see you babe.
Every second, every minute, every hour....
And now I wonder whether you feel the same,
Whether you understand my pining for you,
Whether you know how I count the days to when I will see you.
Whether you count the days to when you'll see me.?.



I want to suffocate,
I want all this pain to end.
All this hurt, All these thoughts
That make me feel like you dont care anymore.
Why sweetie, why do you not see?
You say I dont tell you everything,
But how am I supposed to tell you
If you are never here?
If you never come
If you are never around?
How do I compress all my day, all my week
Into a single phonecall, a single text?
When all I have to say
(Other than the usual day to day stuff)
That all I think about is how I love you.
For the things I havent told you about,
Maybe I may have told you if you were here.
Have I not told you I was lonely?
Did I not constantly let you know
How the distance hurts me so?
Do you want me to stop caring?
Will you miss me when I am gone?




Poetry by she
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Written on 2007-07-26 at 08:25

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