This is to a long lost friendship that ended for the stupidest reason you can think of. I can't believe what went down between me and my friend, and I really hate myself for it.

The Sorry Poem

If you ever come on here
I just want you to know
I'm really sorry for everything I did and said
And I've done my best to let our friendship go

But a friendship like ours
Never really truely goes away
We've been friends for so long
So friendship has chosen to stay

In our minds we think
"Its over, we will never speak again."
But really thats only what we choose to think
When really, that part of our heart can eventually mend

Days and months have passed
It feels really empty without you laughing along side
Your annoying attitude to anger me
Your humour to be my guide

I remember what you said about our ups and downs
Just recently I re-read those messages once more
And thought "I was really mean to him, even when he didn't want to fight."
And now I can't understand why I ever shut that door.

I deleted every single message in my inbox
Every message sent back and forth between you and I
Because I dont really see a point in keeping them
If all they meant to do was make people cry

I can't believe what came out of my mouth those 4 months ago
I can't believe I didn't understand, or think about what I was saying to you
I can't believe that I let you go
I can't believe that through all my anger, I blamed everything on you

You have no idea how much this poem lifts weight on my shoulders
I've kept everything, my sorry's, in for so long
It amazes me what people can say
Even when they think what they're saying isn't wrong.

I realize now that you were a really good friend
One of the best I've had in my life time
And I wouldn't trade you for anything in the world
Not even if I was poor, and needed a nickle or a dime

If you ever come on here anymore
In the spare time that you come across
Just think about what this has said to you
And, for once, while you read this
Think about what is false, and what is true.

Poetry by Sarah Mae
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Written on 2009-06-03 at 04:40

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liz munro The PoetBay support member heart!
This has bought tears
to my face as a lot of it
has hit home with things
I do that isn't very nice at times.