just a phase of thought I was in,,A bad mood I guess or a mood swing or personality disorder but my mood is over:)


Something small Comes On Strong

Something small comes on strong
Brings on a flood of tears
And tears bring pain to my face

Even as I print these words
Tiny rivers begin to roll down my cheeks

I blame myself for my actions
I blame myself for her misery

Tensed,strained
My heart racing
I don't know
whats going
on in my head

I am a slave to my own feelings
It's not the world breaking me
Truly it is me

I wonder
Can emotions really kill you?
In the end,a hand to slit open your veins
It is your hands to hold..isn't it though?

When you feel nobody loves you,you hate yourself
When someone hates me,I hate myself like you who reads me
Even if some love me,I still hate myself
It's part of my act,don't you read
what I pen to you..
I will stand upon my stage
And put on a play
Keep on reading
See if my poetry
Has a happy
E N D I N G

Does it feel good to hate yourself?
It hurts like hell,doesn't it
You the reader! do you
feel what pain I am going through?
This is just a phase what drains
from my brain
Poetry is self mutilation
What pours from my veins

I am just a shell,covered in skin
If I could I would let you in
Or let you walk in my shoes
Then you would
understand the
pain I am going
T H R O U G H











































Poetry by workoutrules
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Written on 2010-02-09 at 02:57

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Kathy Lockhart
you can pour out your emotions and they won't kill you. Keeping them locked up will create a poison which will consume you until you are dead. Let the pain drain.
2010-02-10



"Poetry is self-mutilation" is one of the more interesting lines I've come across. Poetry is a lot of things, even within this poem, but self-mutilation is an apt description for what a poet is doing. Sometimes.
2010-02-09


NicholasG
Our parents told us so many times not to cry. It has just occurred to me that it is probably good for us to cry regularly, probably in the same way it is good to laugh regularly. Fiddlesticks, we've been brainwashed...again ;-)
2010-02-09