A mother letting go of a child.




Is it Far, Mama? Not Far, dear.

What is heaven like, Mama?  Are streets really paved with gold?
Is it a certain truth, Mama, that we never shall grow old?
Are children allowed to romp and play, and laugh out loud up there?
Can I pick the flowers, Mama, to weave garlands for my hair?
I won't be sick when I get to heaven, of that I'm truly certain;
for it won't be heaven at all, Mama, if I can't leave behind the hurting.
I wonder what Jesus looks like; do you think he'll smile at me?
Will he mind too much, Mama, if I've a cushion under my knees
when I bow before the throne where he and God are sitting;
You know, those golden bricks are hard, Mama, but a cushion might not be fitting.
The minister said to me, Mama, that I should have no fear,
for whatever I needed to make me happy will be provided there.
But he doesn't understand, Mama, that I've never left your side;
and heaven seems so far away; as far as the sky is wide.

 

My dearest one, don't fret; I'm sure the streets are really gold;
and you'll always be my child, though time and ages roll.
Yes, you may laugh out loud, and run and jump and play;
and weave garlands for your hair; a fresh one every day.
The pain will all be gone, Dear, never again to return;
your limbs will be strong and straight, and the fever will no longer burn.
Jesus will surely give you a smile, for he loves you just as I do;
and there will probably be cushions enough for your knees and elbows too!
The minister was right, my Dear, there's no need to be dismayed;
and when it's time for you to go, you'll no longer be afraid;
for you're not going far from me; no farther than my heart.
From there you came and there you'll return; your journey's over before you start.





Poetry by Barbara Carleton
Read 739 times
Written on 2010-09-15 at 17:37

Tags Life  Death  Parenthood 

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