My life

When people look into my eyes,
They see this happy little girl with a perfect life.
And maybe they are right?
They don't know what's going on in my life,
But it's not much.
I have my ups and downs,
But I'm not always feeling down.
I feel that I'm becoming this sad little girl with scars on her arm.
I don't want to be like that.
I have a lot of friends,
But I feel like most of them always turn me down.
Like they get sick of me and leave me behind.
Just because I don't do like them,
Doesn't mean I can't be like them.
I just don't want to.
I won't let my problems bring me down.
I have always been good at dealing with everything.
But it seems like I've been giving up.
I can't take it anymore.
I'm sensitive and a lot hurts me.
Every little thing that's meant as a joke makes me upset.
But it doesn't bring me down.
I'm feeling fine.




Poetry by kittipuusen
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Written on 2006-06-10 at 21:23

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raven
you know im 14 as well and i seem to feel the exact same way you do and its really cool to find someone who knows what im going through.i really love what you wrote
2006-06-23


Teala
This reminds me somewhat of myself at your age ( only 10 years ago for me!!). Nice show of emotion here--good job.
2006-06-11


Malin Johansson
A very good poem about denial, confusion hurt, sadness but also alot of strenght...
regards from sweden
2006-06-10