about A.S


I can't hate you, But I do

Yeah, it all started the summer a year ago.
you started to hate me,
You were the the populare one.
You're one of those that seperate friends,
so you can pretend to care.
You're one of those who leave your friends behind,
and just pick them up later.

I couldn't control what you were doing to me.
You stole all my friends,
Wouldn't any one by my side.
You needed that power.
You tried to breake me,
And you almost did.
I just never showed it.

You were one of my best friends,
And suddenly you were bored.
I don't blame you,
But that's no reason to start to hate me.
You made a total wreak of me,
I wanted to say goodbye.
No one knew what I was feeling,
Cause I had no friends any more.

The was one you couldn't steal,
But you kind of did.
She talked to you, hated you,
But she was my best friend.
she's that kind that don't wanna loose any one,
No mather how much that pearson bring pain
to your closest one.

You made my life so much more complicaded.
I couldn't understand why.
But suddenly everything stopped.
And everything was just fine.
After a half year.
That was the time.
How did you expect me to get my friends back?

I had so low confidence,
And you made it lower everyday,
And I were no longer able to make a friend.
All my friends you took away in just one week.
It warn't easy to get them back.
I was always such a happy girl, smiling and laughing,
but you took that all away.

I was happy the day you moved away.
Cause then I didn't need to see you any more.
But when you talk to me now on MSN.
I tell you almost everything.
I look at you as my friend.
But that is wrong.
Cause I shouldn't.

Cause after what you did to me,
I can never forgive you.
It was a time I don't wanna go trough again.
I will never forget.
You say you care now,
And I still think the same about you.
You know, What I though before.

You are such an nice girl,
alot of friends you have.
Not that good at keeping secrets,
with a big heart sometimes.
I will never forget the times we had together,
Before all that started.
I will never forget.

I still hate you and I always will.
Only for those things you did.
But Im not sure.
Cause when you talk to me on MSN,
I forget everything,
And I become your friend.
I can't hate you.




Poetry by kittipuusen
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Written on 2006-06-14 at 13:03

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