Current Mood: tiens, a bit more stress, pour faire changement...
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NOTE: 2021 05 12 10H11 EST Vaccine Hopes -
- vaccines aren't medicine, per se, but still a foreign agent my system will have to acquaint itself with...
I'm not a really sick girl on a daily basis,
but if I do get sick, things can go very bad.
This is because my system is immunodeficient.
All viruses I've ever had have always
developed into acute pulmonary infections
that require heavy doses of meds to clear up.
So, with the current situation we're all living,
I'm an absolute nervous wreck at the
possibility of contracting this new one...
I'm really looking forward to the vaccine
and I'm so happy I have my appointment (May 20th),
but there's something else about my system:
it has the tendency to react to all forms
of medication introduced in my body
with usually the most severe side-effects.
I'm not sure if this vaccine will have
that kind of effect for me, so I'm a bit
stressed about the aftermath of getting it.
But I'm weighing the potential outcomes:
Bad side-effects that will pass, then protect,
Or turn out to be critical, and harm me.
Or get the virus, which thrives in our lungs...
There's no reasonable expectation
that my system would survive its attack.
As I said, I'm happy I'll be getting the vaccine,
But I'm also anxious about how I'll react.
I'm hoping to all hopes it won't be too bad.
Diary by F.i.in.e Moods
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Written on 2021-05-12 at 16:14
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