about C.
yeah... I don't know..
How insane I was looking just by looking at you.
I thought I was in love,
But after a while,
I understood that I was wrong.
I didn't even know you.
I just saw you everyday.
I got someone to tell you my feelings for you,
And suddenly,
We were two.
I wasn't really sure if that was what I wanted.
But I felt that I had no choice.
Suddenly we were together,
With no turning back.
They pushed us, and I kept saying no.
I didn't want them to see our first kiss.
I didn't want it to be something I was forced to do.
"No", I said.
And that was for the best.
You thought I was too scared.
We had such a great relationship.
I just missed one little thing.
The little important thing.
I couldn't talk to you.
I never had anything to say.
I could always just walk right over to you,
Wasn't ashamed.
I used to sit on your lap all the time.
And you were always there to hold around me.
It was nice.
And so one day,
You said you were going home with me.
I kept saying no,
'Cause it was such a bad day.
I wasn't home alone.
But you did come,
And nothing happened.
I thought it was gonna be the day you kissed me.
I didn't do anything so you would think I didn't wanna.
I acted totally normal.
The next day,
I couldn't do it anymore.
I'd opened my eyes and I could see,
That you weren't the one for me.
We had nothing in common.
A few weeks, that was all.
And every time you pass me by now,
I look at you with a sad look in my eyes.
I think about all the times we had.
I'm kind of sad.
You weren't good-looking or anything.
I just loved the way I thought you were.
But I changed my mind quickly.
You got annoying,
And used my arm as a guitar.
You always made me laugh,
But we never had anything to talk about.
And when I see you walking with her,
It's like you can't stop talking.
I'm sorry.. ?
I remember when you were at my place.
It wasn't for very long.
But I remember that you said
I had a beautiful heart.
Can't forget.
And when I was supposed to break up,
I couldn't do it by myself.
I sent two of my friends.
I was shaking in my hands.
Afraid of how you were reacting.
They told me you got real upset.
Almost like you had tears in your eyes.
And now you never talk to me anymore.
It's sad how things end up so bad sometimes.
It's sad that you weren't who I thought you were.
Poetry by kittipuusen
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Written on 2006-06-20 at 15:23
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yeah... I don't know..
Old relationship
I can't even imagine how much I loved you.How insane I was looking just by looking at you.
I thought I was in love,
But after a while,
I understood that I was wrong.
I didn't even know you.
I just saw you everyday.
I got someone to tell you my feelings for you,
And suddenly,
We were two.
I wasn't really sure if that was what I wanted.
But I felt that I had no choice.
Suddenly we were together,
With no turning back.
They pushed us, and I kept saying no.
I didn't want them to see our first kiss.
I didn't want it to be something I was forced to do.
"No", I said.
And that was for the best.
You thought I was too scared.
We had such a great relationship.
I just missed one little thing.
The little important thing.
I couldn't talk to you.
I never had anything to say.
I could always just walk right over to you,
Wasn't ashamed.
I used to sit on your lap all the time.
And you were always there to hold around me.
It was nice.
And so one day,
You said you were going home with me.
I kept saying no,
'Cause it was such a bad day.
I wasn't home alone.
But you did come,
And nothing happened.
I thought it was gonna be the day you kissed me.
I didn't do anything so you would think I didn't wanna.
I acted totally normal.
The next day,
I couldn't do it anymore.
I'd opened my eyes and I could see,
That you weren't the one for me.
We had nothing in common.
A few weeks, that was all.
And every time you pass me by now,
I look at you with a sad look in my eyes.
I think about all the times we had.
I'm kind of sad.
You weren't good-looking or anything.
I just loved the way I thought you were.
But I changed my mind quickly.
You got annoying,
And used my arm as a guitar.
You always made me laugh,
But we never had anything to talk about.
And when I see you walking with her,
It's like you can't stop talking.
I'm sorry.. ?
I remember when you were at my place.
It wasn't for very long.
But I remember that you said
I had a beautiful heart.
Can't forget.
And when I was supposed to break up,
I couldn't do it by myself.
I sent two of my friends.
I was shaking in my hands.
Afraid of how you were reacting.
They told me you got real upset.
Almost like you had tears in your eyes.
And now you never talk to me anymore.
It's sad how things end up so bad sometimes.
It's sad that you weren't who I thought you were.
Poetry by kittipuusen
Read 470 times
Written on 2006-06-20 at 15:23
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