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NOTE:  2022 03 11  13H07 EST  After a Long While - 




After a Long While

 

- perspective :  consequences of severe prolonged isolation... 

 

What appears in these writings

Is all of the unspoken thoughts

My quietness won't let me get out.

 

So, contrary to what may seem to be,

This apparent self-absorption doesn't

Describe my usual nature, way of being.

 

Whether about myself or other topics,

Talking is something I rarely do, plus

The opportunities are more than scarce.

 

And now, the problem is that I spend way

Too much time alone with my head,

Day in, day out, on my own in my room

 

With little to no exterior stimuli to

Spark my attentions elsewhere, so

The thoughts just turn on themselves.

 

The days meld into the nights, on a loop,

And everything is simply stalled as well,

The need to find outside input's screaming.

 

Resolving these isolation issues of mine

Is something that's been worked on for years,

Traumas have improved, but not enough yet.

 

So, this is the only space I have,

And right now, the only people

Around are you who come to read.

 

You help me get a sense that I exist.

Somewhere.

Somehow.





Diary by F.i.in.e Moods The PoetBay support member heart!
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Written on 2022-03-11 at 19:13

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LacyxDevine The PoetBay support member heart!
They often tell us to journal for our 'sanity', but I have to agree, there's nothing like knowing that others are listening.
2022-03-12


Lawrence Beck The PoetBay support member heart!
We don't come to your door, but we're always nearby, ready to hear from you.
2022-03-12


AFRODITE STATHI The PoetBay support member heart!
I feel you.Somedays a simple comment makes me feel alive.You will come stronger from this isolation.And we will be here for you.Great work.So emotional and truthful.
2022-03-12


jim The PoetBay support member heart!
Adopt a kitten or puppy?
2022-03-11


ken d williams The PoetBay support member heart!
Maybe, this apply's to many of us
For being such makes us the writers
That we are - just thinking out loud
With words.
Ken D.
2022-03-11