must admit that surprises me...

I'm not sure why you're sticking

around, so to speak... I'd say I'm

a bit of a mess, so that's not too

great.  Let's just say that I'm not

quite used to people doing that

in my life, it's never what happens. 

so it puzzles me a bit... I'm super

grateful that you're there, no doubt

about that... just puzzled

at the same time...