You're right, I always

Have that option, so

I should leave it at the

Back and concentrate

On other things for now.

So that's what I'm doing.

Still not clear on how my

Feelings are doing with it,

It's best that I don't spend

Time on that, for now.

I concentrate on breaking

Down my current moments, 

Live them in steps and focus

On the here and now and how

My experience feels like then.

Yesterday, I felt joy, I did.

I derive so much enjoyment

In driving my car around,

Down my favorite roads, Chemin

St-Louis and Boul Champlain.

And I felt satisfied with myself

About the work that I do,

How I'm able to help my clients,

And how I've shifted my goals to

Focus on advancing in my position.

I'm paying more attention

To how the moment is lived,

Concentrating on that for now,

Keeping the option at the back

As maybe now may not be the time.

Your words are constantly with me,

So I go back to them to get me through.

I know that you're right, and even

Though I find none of this easy,

I'm going with it 'cause I trust you.