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Dear Whatever You Are, Now

I want to write you a letter dear Boy.
I want to tell you everything I have felt,
And everything that I feel now.
I want to let you know what I feel about you,
Dear Boy.
Just read it, please?
Just for me.
I know it's kind of alot to ask.

Dear Boy;
You meant so much.
I though you understood?
But I guess you didn't.
I though about you everyday.
Kept you deep inside my mind.
You were my first love, I think.
And you never wanted me.
Never wanted me.
Never.

But dear lost long love.
What did you think when I told you it was you?
Didn't you know what you say cause you were happy?
What did you feel inside?
Did you wanted to tell me it was me too?
Cause it was.
Wasn't it?
Can you tell me what I did wrong?
How did everything go from being so greate that night,
To not talking at all?

Dear Friend;
I miss you, please understand.
We were so close.
And what did you think when I told you I didn't wanna be with you?
Did you feel sad cause you liked me too?
why didn't you told me?
I want to blame it all on you.
It could have been is two.
Didn't you understand?
I felt so sad.

and Dear whatever you are now,
What did you think when I lied
And said I was over you?
did you feel a big relive?
I know I didn't.
I did it cause I though it could save our friendship,
But I was wrong.
So, so wrong.
It only made it worse.
I'm so sorry.

And Dear Pretty soul,
Do you know what I did when you told me what you felt back then?
I cried.
I cried for so long.
I felt so sad.
Cause I knew I had scrued it all up.
Cause then I understood that it could have been us two.
Someday.
But I can't clear it all up now.
It's too late.
I just want you to know that I'm over you for real now,
And that I never meant to hurt you.
And maybe get an answer if we could have happend someday.
someday in the feauture if I hadn't said that.

So dear Friend, Lost long love, Whatever we are now, Preatty soul,
Don't forget me,
Wherever you may go.




Poetry by kittipuusen
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Written on 2006-07-22 at 00:08

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Zachary P. B.
"Whatever you are now"

That is such a true depiction of how relationships and friendships and people that are really close to you slowly drift apart. Sweet poem. Excellent.
2006-07-22